At times the path was lonely and dark, but my wandering was essential & regenerative. Awakening brings disconnection / reevaluation / realignment with desires + ambitions. Situation (our histories, wounds, circumstances, cosmic blueprints) shape us but shouldn’t define or limit us, true. But that requires deep soul work.
Do I want to wander endlessly, and alone? No. I wish for love and understanding, containment and protection, and partnership with a man I can co-create with who will support and help animate our/my visions and goals. We have the capacity to make beautiful things together.
Maybe now we’re finally ready for each other. Or, maybe we'll find each other and try again in another life. I don’t want to wait that long; do you?